[ 7:25 AM ]
Been sleeping over at Teck Whye since I've came back from Kuala Lumpur. And yeah, nobody can stop me, except for my mother. Single life is happening shit, yo. (Though it's only three weeks for me up to date.) Being bullied by the boys, thanks to them I get some red marks on my leg due to them spanking my thighs. They even bit and tickled me on the leg.
On the other note, my mother almost gave me a heart attack. Went home after a long runaway (8 days in KL, 4 days in Teck Whye, 3 days in Bedok), my mother was not at home eventhough the clock shows 12 midnight. Called my brother but he rejected my calls. Maybe because I use the house phone, private number. Tried to call again using my handphone and yes, he did answer. Fucknuts, she went to Europe the day I went to Bedok. Not sure with who, but brother said for two weeks.
No food, nothing in the fridge. Except for some nuggets, fries, hotdogs and chicken wings. I felt like it's back to square one, where only brother and I left in the house. I totally wish Bibik were here to cook for me, whatever I want to eat.
Seriously, I can't make myself sleep. I did doze off for awhile after watching "Coming Soon". Been movie marathon all day long at Teck Whye. But thanks to Hairul, woke me up just to ask me what time is it as he's working. Still can't go to sleep after he went to work. Now left with me and Amy, the night owls. Seng and Ira slept, covering themselves with blankets. And you should look at the way that bitch sleeps. Half of her body on one mattress, the other half on the other mattress. So now, where should we sleep? Berserak sia tdo.
[ 4:16 PM ]
Currently in Kuala Lumpur. Most of my friends chatting with me through MSN didn't believe that I was here. Really, I don't know why. Haha. It's already three days but all I do is sit at home facing the laptop. Facebook the whole day and webcam-ing with Amy and Hairul. Alya's working, so no plans for the weekdays. Maybe, Friday I guess.
Last Saturday was fun. Johor trip with Is and been rounding the same area for a few times. As usual, bought some dvds and back in to Singapore. Sunday was with Wan Monyet, watching The Proposal in his car. Got home at five in the morning though his working in the morning. Guys are weird, still want to hang out despite that they are working at eight or seven or whatever.
If you can play this game, I'll play worse.
[ 1:55 AM ]
I'll be going to KL on Wednesday. Still contemplating on going. And am not sure when I'm coming back. My mum asked me to stay there for a long period to take care of Acuk. Yes, he's in KL now since Mama retired. If I were to go, I surely miss that irritating boyfriend of mine. Despite him being irritating, irritates me every now and then, he's still my boyfriend afterall. And I love him loads.
Not only that I will miss him. I will miss my fellow friends, I won't get to meet my abang-abang Desafiar. And that Babi Boncit, Ira. Speaking of which, I just met Sani the other day. Called me at 4am while I was playing Moto GP. He fucking hugged me tight and keep on repeating, "Eh siallah, lama gile pe aku tk nampak ko."
Anyways, the other day I dreamt of someone. Not really someone, but two of them to be exact. Don't want to mention names to avoid argumentative issues since it's the month of forgiveness. To sum it up, we said sorry to each other and hugged. Mcm cite sedih gitu, bestfriend can't be apart gitu. Haha. Only Ira know exactly how the dream goes, and who they were.
On the other note. A story of a girl whom I happen to be very close of.
She confessed that she made a terrible mistake. A big enormous gigantic mistake. Let's name her Amy. Amy is currently attached to a lovely boy, named Helmi. For what Helmi knows, Amy has loads of guyfriends and she doesn't like hanging out with girls (except for a few girlfriends of her's). Amy frequently went out with her guy friends and Helmi never stop her from that. One day, without Helmi's realisation, Amy has slept with another guy. One of her guy friends. Till now, Helmi didn't know of it and they have been doing that for quite a few times. Amy did ask me on how to avoid this mistake to happen again. Amy loves her boyfriend so much that she couldn't help on letting him know. She didn't want her boyfriend to leave her because of that mistake. Amy told me that that particlar guy had fallen in love with her (true or not, guys are hard to trust these days) but he knew Amy has a boyfriend and didn't ask for a returned love.
I tried to convince Amy just avoid him; stop replying his messages, Not answering his calls, and stop meeting him. Amy didn't want any of that because she doesn't want any parties to feel hurt. She's trying to put it to a stop nicely, but not sure on how to start. So there's only one solution. Find the most suitable place, time and talk to him. Voice out what's inside her heart and tell him how sorry she is, and hope he understands. For I am sure he will surely understands since he alrEady knew that Amy has a boyfriend.
So I'm trying to ask any of you if you people has better ideas. Please, not those bastards ones. The booy has a feeling too. Maybe I could ask Amy to use any of your suggestions.
And please people, do not repeat what Amy does. Cause you will get yourself screwed if you do.
[ 8:15 PM ]
I slept like a pig, from 12+mn to 5pm just now.
I was having headache since afternoon yesterday due to lack of sleep. Jalan Raya with the Gondols and yeah, effing tired despite without taking any public this year. Thanks to Ian for driving his dad's Toyota Wish. Supposed to be at Dafne St before 12pm. But you know I know la, the boys always have this thinking "bdk2 mesti lamabt. Nnt leh siap la." I was the first one to reach boyfriend's place, followed by Cheryl. Luckily the bakal "menantu(s)" reached first. If not, memalukan betol. Haha. Last to reach was Rahmat.
Lack of sleep. Reason was I went out with Apit the previous night. Apit asked me to tag along for a movie with the rest. I was waiting for Apit at 11pm at Ira's void deck. Wait and wait and wait. Heard the pipes of RXZ.
H: Sekali Apit bwk motor RXZ die eh.
I: Ntah eh, you may never know.
Yes, he did ride his RXZ. It's good though. No cornering experiences, no speeding. Hehe. Watched "Funny People". Totally boring show. The two boys slept halfway. Last-last aku tumpang Amy to Adam's corner coz Apit's tyre lembek. Slacked till 5am there and went off. Sent Ira's helmet back and just slack void deck with Amy.
Ahh, aku nnt nk g Mustafa Centre. Sape2 nnt g, jumpe sana la eh.
