Sorry for the late updates. Totally busy indulging on those Raya food; rendang, ayam merah, ketupat, sambal udang. I totally love Eid days. Everywhere you go, surely the mothers cooked sambal udang. Not to mention Auntie Kelly's, power to the max. And yes, the tasting of those kuih tarts makcik-makcik aku buat. Overall, the nicest sambal udang for this year was Wak Ton and the most splendid kuih tart is MINE. My mum's friend gave a whole lot of container filled with delicious kuih tart. Alya and I ate half of it in just 10 minutes.

And I have to confess. This year I didn't apologize cium tangan with anyone. Not even my mother. Well, I wasn't expecting any green packets form anyone this year since all of my cousins and uncles and aunts know that I'm working. Surprisingly, I do still get with a total of $40.


Anyways, my financial situation is tight starting from this month. Reason was I no longer working. Don't ask why, lazy to answer. Despite that, I've been going out almost every night. No, not with my Abang(s) Acting Childishly, but Is and Ian and Ira. Macam mana tk surut cash flow aku?

Currently at Boyfriend's place. It's been a month since I came by. Busy helping my aunt to be a good girl staying home and since my mum is back, I spend more time in Woodlands compared to Bedok.

Ohh, I get to learn to drive at my carpark with the help of Is. Been going up and down the carpark for a few times and he asked me to do a reverse parking. For a first timer, I managed to park it straight. Two thumbs up.





I guess I typed too long. Need to layan my boyfriend. One week of not meeting him. I so love him and no, noone else in my heart.


Selamat menyambut Syawal, everyone.

To the Mother.
I might be a burden to you. But please do understand, I'm still a youngster. Sorry for being a nuisance to you all these while. Sorry for the late-night outings, for being the owl in the family. Sorry for being the opposite from you and Abang. Sorry for the times where you were at your boiling point. I promise to be a better, much matured daughter. To be the girl you're dreaming for.

To the Brother.
Though we rarely talk, except for the times we disturbed each other. Just so you know, I love you so. You're the only brother that I have and there's no other. Sorry for being irritating everytime you have to shoo me out of the room for using your precious MacBook.

To the Father.
Despite to the fact that I've never ever seen you in person, you're the one who brought me to this world. Without you, I won't be here in this world. Sorry for not visiting you every now and then. Sorry for the times when I forgot to pray for you before sleep. We shall meet one day, in heaven.

To the Boyfriend.
I know I've been a nuisance towards you all these while. Sorry for the fights, building my ego and throwing my tantrums at you. Still, you're patient and fighting through the path of love. Thanks for the moments that shall be kept in my heart. Seven years feels like one week, couldn't get enough of you.

To the relatives, Maternal & Paternal.
Eventhough sometimes we meet only once a year, there's nothing closer than the bond of a family. I love you all, especially Chayaya Inc. Sorry to those elderly for not seeking your advises and being defiant. Thanks to Kakak, Abg Romi, Mak and Bapak, for bringing me up all these years.

To the Boyfriend's family.
Thanks for the suppots, the bond we made since 2002 and the lifetime enjoyment. Hadi, thanks for the times that you protected me whenever you were there when Faizal and I fought. Nadiah and Rafidah, not forgetting you two. I've seen you girls grow, don't make me as your example.

To the DF boys and a few VQZ boys.
Thanks for everything and anything. You people rock my world. Halalkan makan minum yg korg pernah blanja aku, minyak korg amek and hantar aku alek. Apit, thanks for the cornerings experience. Sani, thanks for the 240km/hr ride. And yg lain, seriously thanks. Maaf lau aku tersinggung prasaan korg in any event.

To the bitchy babies.
Walaupun we rarely meet nowadays, we will still be the apple of the boys' eyes. Linda, aku rindu ko gile babi! Ira, sorry for last night. You should be more rational next time. I totally love you girls and you girls totally rock and roll my bottoms.

To the other unmentioned names.
Susun 10 jari, maafkan la this human who never fail to make mistakes. Terkasar bahasa (I am kasar), tersilap kata, termakan makanan korg. Haha.



SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE.




I feel like blogging, I don't know why.
On the contrary, I was having fun. I wasn't thinking right. After whatever happens on that day, I kept on thinking till now. She did ask me on why I did such thing, I couldn't answer her. He too, asked me on that. He asked me if I ever think about this, before it happens. I wasn't surprised if these things were to happen to me.

Sidetrack, my mother is back. And yes, finally laptop is with me. Thought I was late for airport. Can't wait for Raya.

Yesterday was with Is. Thanks to him, I got my takoyaki. Went to Geylang just to buy that. Actually I planned to get my durian puffs as well. But not sure what time the shop close, so peng to Geylang. SImpang-ed as I was craving for Beef Fried Rice.




Most importantly, I miss my dearest boyfriend. Muhammad Faizal. I've been meeting my friends but not him. I'm just confused as ever. I don't know. I know somtimes he's jealous of my guyfriends. But, you have to accept me for who I am. Sorry, I just can't get along with girls. Not my vibe.





Just got back from Marsiling, celebrate Didy's birthday. It was a blast though I don't know most of them. Didy totally gone, with his cheeky smile. Cute Abg Didy kita. One mabuk, then sebok kecoh. Pai hp hilang. Annddd there's this one guy who is totally fucking irritating bustard who's trying hard to get chickies. He tried to tackle me and Ira. But sorry, totally not our type. Sorry to say eventhough they are my friends' "brother", he's one fucking fat ugly drunkard. Thank God I know how to handle these type of despo. There's one time he tried to get near me, pegang2. I told Khai, "Dok, sorry ah. Aku mcm nk tumbok je la sia brother ko tadi."

Eventhough one of them behave like that, I don't take it as smue budak Phantom camtu. I take it as individual. If all gitu, why Man, Khai, Didy, Khim Hock and the others tak gitu?

Shima paitao, puki peh pompan. Haha.



Ok, past few days. I've been meeting Is lately. OMG, aku dpt jumpe dia alek. At SIMPANG, of all places. I tried hard to remember his appearance and such.
H: Girl, ko tgk dia ade tattoo wording cina tk?
He left, asking for mine and Ira's number after asking for tissue.
H: Ko kwn Udi kan?
I: Eh, ko kwn Syira kan?

After 2 years, finally I met him back. We totally got loads of things to talk. Aku rindu siak ngan Is. He's one of the boys that I totally can get along that well. Hahaha. Babi ngan babi lau da bbual, Oink Oink Oink. Ira, shut the fuck up ok.


Hello people. Actually aku tk tahu nk update ape. Tapi since more than a week aku lum update, so why not. Furthermore, I've got hot news.

A girl by the name of Faziela recently commented on a picture in FB. And not forgetting her own boyfriend, Md Tarmizi, commented too. He asked my boyfriend to take good care of me. And Faziela wrote that Faizal and I should take care of our own relationship first. Yeah, she said I deserve the slap from Faizal. Pfft.

Makcik oi, I tell you something. That happens yearss ago, about 3 years ago, way before you exist in our life. What do you know whatever shit happens back then besides the stories you heard. Well, the reason why Faizal and I broke up was only one reason. Only Rahmat knows initially. Nevermind about that. For know that I don't regard you as a friend (actually before the chalet, I totally don't recall being your friend. I only know you're just a girlfriend to Mizi), and so do you, I'd love to tell you something.

Since 29 March 2008, Faizal and I didn't even cheat each other. Reason was simple. He knows the feeling of being left out by the girl you really love, and he don't wish to lose me ever again. And now, we're together for 7 years. Take a look at your boyfriend sayang. He drinks almost every week, do you know that? He went to clubs, do you know that? Kesian if you don't.

Pity guys who don't have balls to face reality, like you Mizi. Asking Cheryl to delete your drunkard photos at your house. Why? Takot your girlfriend nampak? And still have the cheek to ask Hadi take care of Cheryl? Sudah la Mizi, takot hilang pompan kape? Kalau takot dia lari, ubah ah prangai kau tu lau kau betol-betol nak simpan dia.

Asal eh kau tak kasi Mizi minum? Aku pelik ah. Kalau nak kata haram, macam la kau tak pernah main ngan Mizi. Berzina tu pon haram pe. Gasak korang ah eh. Cume kesian kan kau je la Faz. Asyik diperbodohkan je. Tapi tkpe la, kau mana nak accept these facts kan. Haha. Skarang kau ngan Hadi yang gadoh. Kerana satu pompan kau hilang kawan uat pe? Matair mana-mana kau leh cari, kawan rapat yg kau kenal 10 tahun mana mau cari? Btw by asking Cheryl deleting your photos on her blog, kau jangan lupe that she still ada gamba in hp and computer.

So lebih baik kau jaga pompan kau yg kau sanjung sangat-sangat dulu ok. I think she still in her comfort zone, dimanjakan oleh kau. Haha. Gi duduk bawah ketiak mak suda la.