I don't get it.
Budak-budak sekarang tak boleh ditegur.
Yes, it is true.

Some people would just brag that they have a boyfriend who is much older than them, around five years difference. They thought they are great enough that they have an older boyfriend. -_-
I mixed with mostly boys and a few girls; from different ages. I even mix with uncles and aunties. I've met people with alot of experience. And I've seen underage girls with older boys. That's a pity when the girls don't even know what the boys want from them.

Some people would just tell lyrical lies to convince their partners. I've known one. Contradicting every single facts that came out from my mouth.

Some people are just cowards, who couldn't stand up for their right. And the only reason is, all I said is true and they can do nothing to deny the statement.

p/s: sape yg mkn cili, die yg terasa pedas.



I no longer going to lend anyone money as they not going to pay back as they promised. Then, aku yang jatuh miskin.

I think Acuk is being a two-faced. Mother came back he no longer have the screaming habit and not pee or shit anywhere. For as far as I know, only once he screamed in the toilet.

And as usual, boxes of chocolates are in the fridge whenever mother gets home. And she didn't bring the laptop home. Pfft.

Last Friday was Boyfriend's first book put from Pulau Brani. So, we spent our precious times together. I can't wait for another three months since the last three months he has stayed in at Home Team Academy. But nevermind, he's becoming of a pirate.


I have to get ready now as I'm meeting boyfriend and the boys at City Hall.


I just read an email (again) about the war in Gaza. Scrolling down, my tears almost rolled. It's a total heart wrenched. The cruelty, heartless Israelis Zionist soldiers had made a mess.

All we could do is, pray for them. Amin.
Allāhu Akbar. Allah is great.




Frankly, I don't celebrate Valentine's Day. It is a total crap.
Ok, here's what I did on that so-called Valentine's Day.

That day was my first time going out with boyfriend on "V-day", despite that six-coming-seven years in the relationship. Town-ing with Judge by Tragedy and we bought ourselves some T-shirts from HMV. I bought myself a Fall Out Boy tee and boyfriend bought a Pink Floyd tee. And not to forget, everywhere flowers. NONSENSE!

Off to Marsiling and meet The Addicts. I so miss them much; especially Didy, Khai and Man. Khai just came back from Thailand and he bought three bottles of alcoholic drinks. Too bad, I no longer drink. Before that, there's Vodka; and yes, Man has gone tipsy. Soon, the two boys with similarities were knocked off by Tequila.

Cabbed home in the morning at seven. I totally cannot tahan the penat of waiting for them to wake up.



Click here for pictures on V-night @ Mars-iling.



This is what I noticed.
As we grew, we no longer bother much about our friends. We concentrate more on our career and the loved ones. I wonder on how will it go in five years time. Last three years, I get to know the Desafiar boys. We hang out everyday, especially with Sky, Sani and Ice. But now, all are memories. Ira and I started to hang out at Tampines with Sheena and friends. To think about it, we wasted much money there. Drinking and cabbed home. Soon, we found ourselves at Simpang Bedok.

Now, its been weeks since I went there. I spent my time more on boyfriend. I totally miss my girlfriends. Nowadays, it's very hard for us to meet up; even for a day. The only way for us to communicate with each other is through MSN and SMS.

Boyfriend soon going to be very busy with his National Service.



At certain point, I don't understand my Auntie Cha.
She wants to sponsor Caca driving license and when I asked her why she didn't sponsor me. Her answer was because I drink. I was shocked by her answer. I mean, Caca drinks too. Seriously, my aunts think that I'm bad and Caca is an angel. On the other side, they don't even know about her.
Auntie Cha sponsored her for a beautician course. Yes, she took up the course; just because her friend would take up too. She graduated and instead of working as a beautician, she joined Cisco. Reason on why she doesn't want to work as a beautician is a vast of Chinese girls working as beautician. And yet, Auntie Cha says that Cisco is good for her. -_- Then why sponsor her to take up beauty course?

Mother's coming back on the 19th. Please, I need a shopping spree.



Sometimes, I wonder. And I mean it. I practice the freedom of speech since ages ago. I say whatever I need to say. Be it commenting on the bad point of a certain person; or, occasionally, the good side of someone. Often I'll try to put the two comments into one sentence. But some people just can't accept the fact on whatever I said towards them. However, they tried their best to contradict on the points that I've made clearly to them.

Some people says that I so-called hate tagged them. Question: Do you consider being 'hate tagged' when somebody said something bad about you? I consider that as a compliment wherever it is the truth. Hate tagging is not even in the dictionary.

As for those whom I've tagged, take note that I don't use some other shit-someone's name tagging your tagboard. I have my own dignity and am proud of my own name. So what shit do I need some other pathetic looking person's name just to tag?

Tagging other's by using other name instead of your's, is a coward act.
For example : luuu~ . She simply type in whatever hits her mind, and without thinking, she's humiliating herself.


It's all about freedom of speech.



Auntie Cha is being chayaya by sleeping the moment I woke up. I had no choice but to cancel on the plan going to Leo's place for Crystal's cukur rambot, and it's all because of Auntie Cha.

Yesterday was with the boys at City Hall. Esplanade was packed, it wasn't part of the plan going there. Alot of those kids nak step abang-abang lobang and kakak-kakak pekak. And as usual, the boys and I just couldn't bother and did our own stuffs. Rahmat was our joker for yesterday (he's always the one). Hmm, do I have to elaborate?

I bought my Reef slippers from Ripcurl last Friday. I somehow dragged Zila and Rini from one end to the other. First it was Raffles City Shopping Centre, next was City Link. And lastly was Marina Square. And much browsing, I finally bought the Reef slippers which I saw the same one at Flash 'n' Splash at City Link. Rini and Zila bought their own slippers at John Little as they were having sale.

I realized that I've spend alot this month. I bought myself a Guy Laroche wallet which is on sale as I totally need a brand new wallet due to my Bonia and Braun Buffel wallet turned ugly and the Paprika wallet has torn. Luckily it was on sale, but still expensive though.

I noticed that I have many branded bags, but I don't use them. Wasted, I know. I have three or four Nine West handbags, a Liz Claiborne handbag, a Louis Vuitton and Guy Laroche bag. I couldn't recall when's the last time I wore them.

And now, I'm getting more of Forever21 tops. Thank God that it is not those shipped to Singapore. I should appreciate every single thing that was bought by Mother and Auntie Cha since Middle East's products are much more better than those in Singapore. And one thing for sure, the ones selling in Singapore are very common and you can see people wearing the same one everywhere.. Especially those Top Shop, Top Man, Dorothy Perkins, Mango, Forever21 (not really) and of course Bugis Village's merchandise. Pfft!




` Where have all those taggers gone too? Especially that silly luuu~ girl.
Come back all of you, will you? Haha.



Sheesha session on Thursday. Though in a short period of time, it was worthwhile since it's been long since all of us could make it for that day. Hasrul joined us for awhile and he went off. Boring maybe as noone was entertaining him. What do you expect? It's a girls' day out. But thanks for the picture above yeah As.

Dearest aunt came back to Singapore but I couldn't fetch her from the airport due to work loads. I always did whenever my mum or aunt came back to Singapore. And and and the Forever21 tops that mother bought me is so so so gorgeous. Auntie Cha knew our taste of clothing now, I guess. Reason is that all tops she bought us is totally the in-thing for us. I mean, she used to buy clothes that are too outraging for us to wear.

But one thing for sure, she still nags and demanding. Cousin Hammy told me that Auntie Cha asked her to bring this this this and that that that to Cambodia. And in the hotel to wear this with that. Ouh and when I went to work wearing the t-shirt she just bought me, she was "Baju baru kau da pakai?!" Despite that, she just smiled cause she knows her nieces appreciates what she bought this time.

And did I mention she bought a straw hat for us too and asked us to wear it to Cambodia? Haha.

Mother's coming back next month and I'm trying to build my self-confidence and self-esteem to talk to mother about car license. But I'm still contemplating on that. And brother's getting engaged, serious.


P/s: Mak bapak kau tak belikan kau slipper pe? Sial nye pencuri.




Imagine this ...
You are in a relationship, a healthy relationship to be precise. And you've known that particular partner for years. You both know that one can't live without the other.

Imagine another girl/boy called your boyfriend/girlfriend in the middle of the night.
What will you think?
That particular person always asked your boyfriend/girlfriend out.
What will you think?
Will you think positively or negatively?
What will you think?


Imagine this ...
You just sort things out with your ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend few days back and both of you decided to get back together. Both of you were doing alright, with no interceptions and disturbance.

Suddenly a girl/boy messaged your boyfriend/girlfriend. He/she used to have some stories with your partner. And now she wants your boyfriend/girlfriend to come over to his/her house.
What will you think?
You replied to that message and that particular person replied rudely.
What will you feel?
What will you say to that person?
But your boyfriend/girlfriend convinced you that you are the only one that he/she wants.
Will you trust him/her?





Yeahh, happy birthday to Hamzah!
Yesterday was at East Coast Lagoon celebrating his birthday with the crazy colleagues. We had seafood, satays, and cookies 'n' cream birthday cake. It was marvelous, ohh-so-creamy. Man Tattoo was working that day and chatted with him for awhile. And when we were about to go off for a puff, Ice came and chatted with both of them.

Man says that I'm getting chubbier but my tummy has slim down. But Ice stated the facts to Man that I am totally now a Babi Gemok. Hahaha.