22nd January 2009 ;
Took half-day and off to Faizal's P.O.P. and off to his place as I'm going with his parents and sisters. Home Team Academy is quite big and it is nice, unlike that old Police Academy. Waited for half an hour and there the boys go, marching in. After the whole thing is done, we went to look for him in the crowd of boys with the same uniform and their botak-heads.

Chinese New Year was not bad as we had plans, last minute plans. Sunday was at Civic with dearest Shima and Ira. And yes, you guys should listen to how Shima pronounce 'sponge'. The bahan of the day was her. Monday, was at home all day. Tuesday was out to celebrate CNY at one of the colleagues' house and sadly, no hangpao. Proceed to office and back to the boyfriend's house as Hadi had made plans for us.

Singapore Flyer was great and it's for free as Eidrus is working there. The view was fabulous and I've yet to receive the pictures.






Flashbacks on everything, reading the old posts of my blog. Yes, from July 2006 to December 2008.

I still remember the date 16 August 2006, and I will never forget that day. After being together for three years eleven months, we let each other go just like that. Despite that, we were still in contact and still meet each other.

I found myself a new boy, but my feelings for him just won't fade away. A few months later, he no longer the same. He's not the Faizal I used to know. He no longer talk to me the way we always do. But I still find a way to keep myself updated about him.

14 January 2007. A gig at Gas Haus and my tears almost rolled down the cheeks when I get to know he already has a girlfriend. But in the end, he left the girl and was with me all along. And yes, she's the one who cried running out of the place. Aminah, ended.

We didn't really contact with each other and I was too busy enjoying myself with my friends. Smiling, giggling and laughing away. But deep inside, I'm still thinking about him. Despite I was with another guy, I just can't stop thinking of him. Cicak, ended.

Met another boy, I thought he could take care of me like Faizal did. But no, he's just the same guy I can get anywhere in the streets. Xavier, ended.

28 March 2008. Bestfriend told me that there's a gig the next day and she totally wants to catch the old bands performing and she said that maybe there's Doink. And I straight away called Faizal. But he totally don't want me to come but I insist on coming.

The next day, we were on time for Doink's performance. And that point of time, I know that he's the one and only person whom I totally fell in love. And yes, the love blooms again.

*Sorry girls, he don't love all of you when he's with you guys.



The weekend is not as bad as I thought. Grease the Musical at ITE College East (Simei) was great. The performers (the guys, I mean) was hot in the pamphlet, and I, was totally looking forward to see them perform on the stage.

The Musical captured most of the scenes in the Grease show. Their voices, both male and female, was umm-power. And yes, Faizal enjoyed too - by laughing at those fatso people dancing. And he laughed real loud that I, too, was attacked by his laughing virus.

Simpang-ed as all of us are hungry. My fucking Nasi Ayam Penyet arrived late that I almost faint (ok bedek). And and and the performers came after us, and I totally change my perception towards them. Yes, they are hot and cute. But they are lembut! OMFG!

Sunday was out to City Hall and Bugis with Ira and Apai. Ouh, I so miss that boy. Shisha-ed and everything was half-priced. Esplanade-ed and a drunkard came over, offering us drinks. And yes, I no longer drink. Well, maybe only my "daily tea" which is Long Island Tea.

The drunkard started talking shits, saying that he's from Mexico and he's a Mafia and those stuff. We did join in the fun, and one good thing about him is that, he don't create trouble like those kiddos.

And yes, Simpang-ed again with Ira after that as my stomach starts to growl the moment we were at Kembangan. Thanks eh. Saw dearest Sharifee and I didn't notice Farhan and Jar was there till Ira noticed them.

Ok, I need to do work for now. And btw, I'm eating. Haha.
Grow you fatso.


Sometimes, I wonder. Take a look at these blogs.

http://deediboyan.blogspot.com
http://cacasmallelectro.blogspot.com

They call themselves Electro Kids. But listen to the background music on their blogs. Electro? -_-

And this blogs.

http://ineedyou-bbysweetheart.blogspot.com
http://rebelsetangirl-satusatunya.blogspot.com

Work-load.
Consecutive three days of Simpang.
First, serious talks.
But end up to our childishness.
It's always like that, we will never talk serious.
It's hard for us, very rare.

The other day, Simpang-ed.
Everyone turned their heads, straight on us.
Paiseh, walked like thick skin as I was damn hungry.

Now, smoke break.
Dying for it.




My money's gone. But thankful that the cheque mum gave me was missent to Iran and I receive late. And now I've yet to bank in. I'm using Boyfriend's ATM card as my card can't be read. I've no time to make new card as I'm working Mondays to Fridays. And my Saturdays, I make use of the day to wake up late. So, totally no time.

Going to Bugis later to meet my darling Ira. It's been awhile since we met. Ouh, yesterday saw the Biol couple at Queensway. Was so happy.

Ouh ya, Alya was in Singapore with Ajoy from New Year's eve Friday. New Year's fun, in the car. Fireworks and joyness, in the car at CTE. Drove all the way to Raffles to fetch Bayun. We were out of plan on where to go as the roads are jammed around town and so I decided that we go East Coast Lagoon as I was craving for Boyfriend's father's satay. But his father's stall was closed so bought at the other stall. And yes, it is so SEDAAAP to munch on the satays. After that we proceed on to OCH but Alya said she saw something standing so we went back down the slope. Asked Ajoy to drive up, and yes he drove till the top but U-Turned down.

New Year's day ; Vivo City as Alya wanted much to go to Guess boutique to buy another pair of shoes. The day before she bought three pair of shoes from Charles & Keith and she wants more. But in the end, I'm the one who shop at Mango and Nichii.