I totally want to eat Super Rings. And I totally want that POSB savings. And finally, I have it. Thanks to his mother. Haha. He came to my house while I was sleeping peacefully, and surprised me.

I was at home the whole day on Saturday. Friday was out to town and City Hall. Pizza Hut-ed and Esplanade-ed. There's some event at the Esplanade and noises of the Dikir Barat is unbearable. The boys were drinking Anchor, the smell was OMFG! Stupid Mr Dagu and Mr Abuji played with my handphone. Once, they asked Dagu to play Rnb song, but his stupidity made him play a reggaeton. -_-

Plan for today, town, I guess.



The couples;
Hadzah & Faizal, Faz & Mizi, Liz & Suhaimi.

And finally, I met up with the beloved boyfriend on Friday. It was a surprise for him as he didn't know I was at his place the moment he reached home. I was sleeping peacefully when suddenly someone kissed my lips.
Sweeeett kaan? =)

Saturday was tiring. Raya-ing with the peeps of gondols. I swear I'm gonna gain weight, AGAIN. I keep on eating upon reaching all the houses, except for two houses. I swear my stomach was bloated. In that picture above, I was the fattest. Ok thanks.

Sunday was boring. I know I should have followed Faizal to alter his pants at City Hall and follow him home after that. But I was too sleepy to wake up. And now I started to miss him more and more.

Yet, awaiting for Friday.



My days are ok. But really lonely, Boyfriend's not here to nag at me for going home late. Sedihhh. Been hanging out with the familiar faces almost everyday; Ira, Sheena, Rais and Farhan.

Zila's chalet was quite ok but we didn't stay there long. Saiful was there, I was shocked. Ouh well, he knows Kefli, so ya. Ira, Aisah and me walked all the way from Pasir Ris to Tampines. We took some videos throughout our journey. But, I'm too lazy to upload today. Soon ok? Haha. I swear I was perspiring like a pig. We took a solid one hour thirty minutes walking to Tampines. Met Sheena, Farhan and Rais at MacDonald's and we're on the road to Sentosa.

I don't know why I can't drink alcoholic drinks lately, eversince after Kakak's birthday bash at MOS. I know I'm not like this before. I can happily drink whatever quantity, but not this time. Sorry girls, I don't know what's wrong with me for now. Haha.






Hello kak :)
Umm , you must be sad pasal Abang Faizal kan ?
Hahaha
if he dont have also , do come to my house lahhs .
My mum tanye2 me why you dahh tak dtng tauu ..
My mum tanye2 macam she misses you like that .
HAAHAA !
Takecare okayy ?
Do come here walaupon my brother at camp :)
Hahaha .
Your most welcome to be coming here ..


Lots of love ,
Nadiah :)



An email from Faizal's smallest sister. I was shocked, and glad that his mum misses me. Boyfriend called just now while I was in the train on the way home. I was overjoyed that my heart started to beat faster. Talked for awhile only. Sad.

Ouh, forget. Boyfriend's gone for National Service. Training to be soldiers, fight for our land. Eh no. He'll soon be a "Goverment dog". Men in blue are cute. Can't wait to see him in uniform. Woohoo!

One hour to three hours of sleep everyday and off to work. Tampines, Tampines, Tampines. Bedok, Bedok, Bedok. The two places which I always hang out every night. I do feel tired, but when it comes to night time, I don't feel restless or whatsoever (despite the few hours of beauty sleep). Morning, crossed eye looking at the computer. Ha Ha.

Ok, I totally need this hour to enjoy myself on the bed.



Say whatever you want to say for all I care. Call me whatever you want to call me. I don't give a fuck about that. I know I am true to you. Now I trust neither you nor your friends. And I will never trust you and your promises.

And for you, _____.
Seriously, say whatever you want to say. You might think it's all my fault. Cover your friend's ass, I don't care. You don't know anything. Try to be in my shoes, get the full story. You should know your friend's attitude.

I burst into tears. I was angry, I was sad. I can't handle this.


Ok enough of BGR problems. I hate it, anyway.

MOS-ed last night and it was the last night for us to enjoy there since they are renovating (according to them). Alya was eager to go and so we made plans.

Alya was wasted and I seriously don't know what to say. Kakak was drunk that she slept. Alya keep on going MIA with don't know who that we have to search for her the whole Main Arena. Thank goodness my friends are there to help me, especially Ira and Farhan. Thanks, you people. Aanis and friends, thanks too. Ha ha.

Saw alot of familiar faces; Apai, Az, Ben, Nizam etc. And yeah, saw Ishak working; smart in uniform with the walkie talkie. Ha ha.











Pain exists
Life can hurt
without apology,
without explanation.

Life is more mystery
Much more than misery
Insights take form
No pain, no gain.

Choice of emotional
Responses to life
Seize it all.



We're on the rocks, again. It always happen. I don't know, there's something not right. I called him umpteen times but there's no response.

Hari Raya was ok. But this time, Nurul don't have to wake us up when they came over to my place. As usual, Kakak's house ordered Mac. Haha. And and and like finally I went to the graveyard on Hari Raya. Ok thank you. I was so stupid that I say the prayer before eating instead of Al-Fateha. And I made a fool of myself. My cousin was laughing at me, thanks eh!

I've not upload the Raya pics. And I miss Faizal.