2007 is full of fun and I really miss those times. Viceroy, Woodlands Mart, "The Fucking Place", Gibson, Bugis; Hadz, Marq, Cak. Nearly everyday we meet up and have fun. Be it going to Bugis to play pool or just Woodlands Mart to have our late night dinner. And yeah, The Fucking Place. I miss that place, like a lot. Played in the rain, talked crap. Ouh, I miss the two boys.

Thanks to Abang and Syira accompanying me from morning till evening just for the sake of my fucking irritating eye. Syira and I didn't get to sleep the night before and we went out. Early morning to the polyclinic and they referred me to Tan Tock Seng Hospital. Brunch at Velocity and off to TTSH to check my eye. The doctor said I had a bad infection and have to remove don't know what thing that is in my eye. And I don't want to describe how painful it is when the doctor scrap it out and its indescribable. Alhamdulillah, it's getting better now. Have an appointment on the 4th and hopefully she don't have to scrap anything more.

MOS-ed last night and Zouk on Friday. What have I become? Club here, club there; drink here, drink there. Reason on clubbing is the drinking part. =) Don't get me wrong eh, I'm not a clubber.


Amacam? Semua rindu aku eh? Sorry for the late entries. Busy.



MOS-ed on Wednesday. Thanks to Syira who asked me to tag along and now people are asking me if I really did go to club that day. Ok I'm kental, I don't club. And that night was my first time stepping into a club. Just loitering around, in search of cute guys. Around three, Syira and I met Apit and Cachut to have our late night dinner at Newton. Went back to MOS and practically everyone was looking at us when we get out of the white Subaru car. After the lights were on, two white men walked towards us and asked for a lighter, and they just sat infront of us, talking to us. And everyone was like looking straight at us, staring at us. All the mats and minahs. Macam hot stuff gitu kan when everyone looks at you. Yeah, met the boys again and went to Mount Faber and slacked till sunrise.

Supposed to accompany Apai to MOS but no one to go with since Apai asked me to go first. Farhan wants me tag along to MOS on Saturday. I don't know if I'm going or not since Syira and Marq is going. See how la kan. If got minum, can ah. Haha.

Waiting for Xavier to call me currently. Ouh I miss him much.


"The Irony of Love" - Anonymous

The greatest irony of love:
Loving the right person at the wrong time,
Having the wrong person when the time is right,
And finding out you love someone right after
That person walks out of your life...
And sometimes, you think you're already over a person,
But when you see them smile at you,
You'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending
To be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that
They will never be yours again...
Most relationships tend to fail not because of
The absence of love. Love is always present.
It's just that one was being loved too much and the
Other was being loved too little...
As we all know that the heart is the center of the body
But it beats on the left. Maybe that's the reason
Why the heart is not always right...
Most often, we fall in love with the person we think we love
Only to discover that for them,
We are just past times, while the one who truly
Loves us remains either a friend or a stranger...
So here's a piece of advice:
Let go when you're hurting too much.
Give up when love isn't enough
And move on when things are not like before...
For sure, there is someone out there
Who will love you even more..."


Faizal;
Thanks to Bedok South Secondary, I get to meet a wonderful boy. It's very hard for us to go out due to strict aunt back then. So we'll just go to school together and yeah, sometimes after school we'll just slack somewhere. During my Sec 3 years, that is when I have my freedom as my mum came back to Singapore. We really spend the whole time together. He's first true love and I thought he'd be the last. We broke up and I found a new love.


Cicak;
The very next day after Faizal and I broke up, I get to know a very cute guy at Tampines MacDonald. Before we get into a relationship, we're teman-tapi-mesra that kind of thing as I'm not ready to be in a relationship. Actually, from the start I know he's been hiding something from me. About his sister, Aisyah. And my instincts are right. It's his another girlfriend, 3 years girlfriend to be exact. We broke up and I tried to persuade him going back to Aisyah. Despite that, I still love him and want him. He didn't give a shit about me and so I tried to move on. He build me up and tear me down.

And now that I have a new love, Xavier. Hopefully we'll last long and all the best to me in the relationship. Even so, I kept on thinking about Cicak. I just can't get him out of my mind. Anyways, he messaged me yesterday and we did talk on the phone for awhile. And I really miss him, the way he smile, the way his retardness that made me laugh all the time. The warmness of his hugs. I miss everything of him.


Can I have you back? Ohh its a dream to come true. I've a new love for now. But you'll be my truly king in my heart.



Days were great lately, especially after forgetting about my ex boifey. I don't even care about him since he don't even give a little shit about me. I'm happy with my life now and enjoying myself with the girlfriends. And yes, congrats to me. I'm leading a new life. Without the liar boyfriend and with the bartender boyfriend.


Syira's been at my place for almost two weeks. Late nights out and mornings sleep. I'm beginning to be nocturnal again. I miss hanging out with my lesbian partners, Linda and Ira. And yes, I miss the irritating Man Biol. Town-ing and Clinic-ing later.