One thing lead to another. Times are very bad now. And I mean, very. Only the two of us shall keep it in our heart. I guess it's time for us to really go our own separate ways. We are not meant for each other. Full stop.



I guess this song really suits him. He still couldn't get the meaning of love and loyalty in his brain. He still wants to fool around. And yes, we really have to stop everything and I shall refrain myself from you.


Anyways, went for interview with Linda at the airport. And yes, we're selected for second interview. Hopefully we get the fascinating job. I did send my resume to other companies too but no reply from them. Mum asked me to give my resume to Aunty Norliah if I want to work for SilkAir. But I'm not prepared for the job yet. And and and I got to know something yesterday. And today will be meeting Linda to buy make up and such. Well, maybe meeting Ira also. Anyway, she's been fired from work. Yeah, that Mango. Only because she didn't turn up today. Pathetic kan?

Ouh did I tell you that Cicak's shop has officially open? Not that bad la. But he's working hours is like damn rabak. Anyway, just visit him la kan.

246, Hougang St 22
Hougang Food Place
Tenderbest, Stall No. 4 (is it? tk sala ah)



It's December, baby. Everything happens so fast, too soon. Under pressure. One thing I can't deny for this year. The mixture of emotions. I've learn a lot from this year.

I would like to share something with you guys.
A particular someone called me a whore which is obviously not true. I don't go around fucking boys and selling my body at the lorongs at Geylang. If I'm a whore, what about you? It's not you're still a virgin or something. You ever said you respect me, but what makes you respect me when you said that I'm a whore. I do look up high on you. Reason: You don't smoke, you don't drink and you don't do drugs. You know how to do household chores and you know how to cook. But now, I look way below on you because your mouth stinks. I may be as bad as those teenagers outside. I smoke, I drink and I used to do drugs. I don't do household chores and I don't know how to cook. But at least I know my limits and the boundaries. I don't anyhow call people whores and sluts. Get the meaning straight first before calling people names. You don't even know the inner me and yet you called me a whore.
It reminds me of someone whom I used to fight with for calling me a slut and puki murah.

What's going on in the world? I hope these people with bad mouth should die. They don't deserve to be in this world.


Do we look alike? Cause Alya told me someone from her friendster thought that we're twins. Well, maybe just in this picture. I told mum about it and mum says,

"Kembar. Satu tinggi, satu pendek."

Haha. No offence eh Alya. It's my mum who said that, not me. Peace.



I'm immune to it. I'm done with you. I have no more say, speechless. You're still the same old you, you wouldn't change. I guess now I know what's the reason behind everything. You're just scared. Terrified of the truth. I'm trying my best, but it's worthless. You're just plain egoistic boastful menace. Despite that, I admit that my heart still belongs to you.


Isn't she a natural model? I swear she poses for this picture. And yes, she's only three and she loves to say CIBAI. Or it's either CIBOT. A day out with her is just not enough for me. Everyone adores her and the way she says cibai. Mango Parkway staffs were hoping to hear that particular word from her mouth but she refused and hide behind me. She's just too adorable to scold her.






In Kuala Lumpur right now. Just woke up a moment ago. Soo bored, Alya's working. So nowhere to go. I really had fun in KL. It's not that it's my first time coming to KL. Only that it is much different from any KL trip I went before.

Upon arrival at Puduraya, Alya fetched me and mum. Alya and I got ready despite not knowing on where to go. I wanted to go to Zouk, but no money for the cover charge. By ten plus, we got out and went to Klang to meet Izham. Ate at Berkley and to Tanjung dont-know. For the first time I saw Alya drink and got drunk. Haha. Izham is horrible, he vomitted in Alya's car. Since they can't take it no more and I can't drive, we checked in to hotel. Sadly, there's no room left for us in Klang. So went to Shah Alam and the only hotel that's left is The Concorde. Despite the expensiveness, we still check in and drink again. But Izham slept upon checked in. Idiot him.

Checked out and went home. Luckily mum didn't scold us. Rest for awhile, went to Ampang Point. Shopped and grabed whatever is nice. And yeah, I bought a dress for RM89.90. Buy one free one. Cool eh!