I was really pissed off by my aunt's attitude. She's got to be kidding me for behaving in that manner. She was never happy about me, anyway. The story is that Cicak came over to my place as he don't want to go to school, so he decided to come over. And furthermore, he wanted to talk to Yunus about work stuffs and games. She came back from don't know where and started scolding me and Cicak. She said not to come over when there's no adults to Cicak and she don't want to see his face again. She even said if he wants to come over, wait till my mum gets home. It's like fucking hell in November. So I tried to fight for my rights, saying to her that Caca's boyfriend came over, she didn't say anything. It's totally unfair. If you detest me, so be it. It's still my own house, not her's. She started messaging my mum and my uncle, telling them about the incident.

"Today I came back at 3pm and found Azah brought her boyfriend again. She wears a short and tee and baring-baring beside him while he was playing the laptop. Dengan short dia terselak-selak. I ask him to leave and not to come again except when Ani is in the house. She wasn't happy about it and she left as soon as possible after him. Dua-dua tak puasa coz she got menses I think."
She sms-ed my uncle this and my uncle forward to my cousin. She asked me what happened and she told me that my uncle forward her that message. So I asked her to forward me. And I do forward to my brother. She's totally out of her mind. I was the only one who were lying down and Cicak was watching the youtube video which Yunus asked him to watch. And I was wearing a 3/4 instead of shorts. So I messaged her.
"You don't anyhow-anyhow say people tak puasa. And don't ever-ever buat fitnah. Jangan nak buruk-burukkan orang kalau diri sendiri tak betol. If you want to make my life difficult, I'll make your life more harder. Don't try me. You have not seen my bad side, so you better keep your big mouth shut and mind your own business. To correct your sentence that you sms-ed my beloved uncle, WE were not lying down. Only me whose lying down and my friend was sitting down playing the laptop which Yun asked to watch the video. By the way, you ca already break your fast. No use of you fasting. You want to forward to my mum or whoever it is, up to you!"

Swear I was damn frustrated. Ok now want to eat. Will update soon.




It hurts me though but I'm going strong, overcoming it. Those were the days, remained in my mind. Those deceiving words are hurtful, but yet I was strong enough. Thanks to my friends who never leave me astray. They never refrain themselves from lending their pair of ears. And thanks to the special advises that totally made me realise how dumb I am. I never thought it would end this way. I never knew you would do such a thing. You and your lyrical lies, it was really impressive and it did play a part in my life-changing. Your never ending drama, Hikmah pon kalah! Reading my inbox is not that hurtful, compared to what you did to me. I know I am stupid, only to know you. Say I'm bad. I can accept that. It's just life's like that. It takes two to play this game. You hurt me, I hurt you back. Not intended to. Too bad, you take it to heart. My bad. No! YOUR BAD!


Was over at Marsiling after my 'rolling-loads-of tears' moment. I swear I was sleepy while watching that "Suster Ngesot" show. I feel like a princess; someone to cook for me and serving me orange squash after that chilli-ed asam laksa maggie noodles. Yesterday, went to Kampung Wak Hassan with Abang, Cicak and Yunus. Ok damned, we took the wrong way. Slippers were covered with mud and such. Well, enough said! Linda nak kai comp!

Anyway,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG!
no no no!

HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY ABANG!




You were the one who made me strong, overcoming the obstacles of life. You made me went through the ups and downs together with you. You were the one who lend me a shoulder to cry on. Your pair of ears are the ones who listen to my moans, screams and complains. I trusted you, for the love you gave me is true. But I wouldn't want to share your love. I'd rather have them all or not have it at all, than to share it. If you want her, so be it. I'm nobody to stop you. All I could do is to back out and will never destroy your relationship. I just can't bear to see the same mistake repeats again. Once bitten, twice shy. Stop giving me fat hopes if you would have to choose her.


My hair is short, for goodness sake. I was looking through the pictures in Ira's friendster profile and I saw this picture. Was taken at Ella's chalet, me kissing with Ira. I didn't know that my hair looks not bad like that. HAHA. But nah, not gonna cut it. Keep it long, bebeh.

Lepak-ed with the Marsiling kids as the Biol just came out from you know I know public don't know. Tired and exhausted. Had some arguments with the someone. Don't mention it please. It just makes me sick. Sick of love. Now, I just want to get myself into the dreamland. Goodnight. =)

The love for you is still there in my heart. I just can't get over you, especially when we still treat each other like we're still together. The warmth you gave wraps around me. Despite the coldness you treat me, I still give you my love sincerely from my heart. The important thing is, you know how to make me feel special to you.

Causeway Point is indeed a boring place. Why? I've been there umpteen times and the shops just don't satisfy my needs. I wanted so much to shop at Esprit IMM. Please, I need more money now than ever. Yunus was busy with his accounts just now that makes me so eager to shop using my savings. Thanks to Cicak who keeps my money away from me so I won't spend on stupid stuffs. Don't mention it. I just spend $20 on my new boxers from Topshop yesterday. Mama reached Singapore yesterday early in the morning. She brought for me some body scrub and hair treatment mask. How lovely is that? Greatness, tested the hair treatment mask and the Loreal exfoliating body scrub.

The besties and I have a new topic for now, pregnancy and abortion. It came about when Ira lied to us that she's pregnant. Linda was super worried about her while I, remained calm. I knew that she lied. And now Linda was super worry about herself that she get to know that her menstrual cycle just passed. Me? Even I were to be pregnant, I swear I won't abort it. No matter what the consequences is. Berani buat, berani tanggung. =)

Can I have you back, just like we used to be?