Some things are meant to keep as a secret, especially those hurtful or offensive ones. But to me, I'd prefer being straight off with honesty. No matter how worse the situation is, I'll still tell the truth, especially to my boyfriend. I just can't lie to my loved ones.

I've been thinking alot lately. About studies, love life and such. It always happens when I'm having my major examinations. Last year, I took my O's and something happened, that is I broke up with my ex boyfriend, Faizal. And this year, it's just something I can't mention.

Guys are just headache to girls. And girls are just headache to guys. Relationships don't work without trust and honesty. I'm not surprise if one day I'll break up with my current boyfriend. I just have that weird feeling. Don't try me, my instincts are always right and I can proof you that. I can tell if someone (the ones that I really love) lied to me. I can tell some people's behaviour (mostly girls). I'm weird, a gift from god.


Someone makes things obvious more obvious.





Someone thinks I'm a small kid who can be fooled around. My friends said I should play in that game too. But, I don't think so I could. I just couldn't. Furthermore, it's not a sure thing. I've been very patient towards that someone. I still could endure with that person's attitude. Maybe because I really love that person and care for that someone. Maybe one day, that person will realise his/her mistakes and repent. Don't know, maybe. And that one day is the day I left him/her for good.





He'll be performing tomorrow. I admit, I do miss him. I admit, the love is still lingering in my heart. But life has to move on and we can't keep on clinging onto the past. It's no use. We no longer in contact. We no longer see each other. Oh wells, I miss those days with him. Memories with him is sweet despite all those fights and such. He always finds time for me, eventhough how busy he is with work and school. He'll try his best to send me home despite the distance. Not forgetting his over-concerned parents. Especially his dad, always asked me to eat eventhough I've eaten. His dad is a great cook, mind you. His sisters were lovely. Oh wells, those were the days with him which could only be memories in my heart now.





I know someone might feel hurt reading that. At least I tell the truth on what I felt. I don't hide things and there's nothing for me to hide from him as I'm true to myself and obviously to him.




Virus attacked me yesterday. I'm down with fever and keep on sneezing. My throat sores. Feels like dying in my sleep. Ibu didn't cook today and I'm damn hungry. No energy to go down and buy food for myself. Noone at home to help me, not even Acuk is at home. Feels like smoking, but my stomach grumbles. Hunny went to school, finishing soon at 4pm.

Been lepak-ing with those biols these few days. Man is super irritating, keep on saying the same phrase over and over again. Didy was super quiet when we first met. But now, super kecoh. Pitiful Khai, he left his bike at BKE. Last Wednesday, we went to Sembawang Park and went home the next morning.




Hunny, you are so retard that it makes me fell in love with you.