Lazing is my new job for now. I just can't study at home, it won't happen. Because the laptop is in my room, waiting for mum to bring it to Oman and say goodbye to the laptop.

I plucked Cicak's armpit hair yesterday! For the first time I'm pulling that hair on a guy. HAHAHHA. I gave him two choices to choose from actually. One cock hair or all of the armpit hair.



Cicak: U, belikan I ice kacang.
Hadz: Ok.
Cicak: U ckp ngan die I nak colour brown, red and green je.
Hadz: *went to the ice kacang stall*

Hadz: Ice kacang satu. Nk colour brown, red and green je.
Aunty: *giggles* Memang ade colour tu je nak.
Hadz: *swearing at Cicak*


And and and I bought my sex after eating my prawn noodle. Chendol ice-cream. And and and,

Hadz: U, ice-cream I pon colour die brown, red and green. *laughs*
Cicak: *laughs till he coughs and one of the bean came out*




I swear I won't buy for you ice kacang anymore.




It's totally double triple the pain than I usually suffer. First day of my menstrual cycle. I couldn't sleep well just now, really. That retard, soundly sleeping while I groan in pain. Had brunch at Woodland Mart with the retard. Ate the tempting prawn noodle. Actually I only want the prawn la despite my allergy to prawns. =)

Seriously, Marq's being a real fucker. He fooled me by telling me his deferment was cancelled as he didn't attend today's lesson. He really made it good. Shhhh! I know I'm such a retard for believing that. Ohh just shut up la Marq! HAHAHHAHA.


I think I should go see a doctor. It's like every now and then I'll say, "Eh! Stomachache ah!" Get what I mean? HAHAHHA. But now much worst. Imagine everyday having a hurtful tummy and the menstrual cramp adds on to the burden. Hell-shit pain.




- you'll be in my heart, baby.





Headache headache headache since yesterday. No use taking the pill, still in pain. Someone end up sleeping instead of watching Liverpool's match yesterday night. Well done. I love you, baby. I wanted to eat the ice-cream but he said I couldn't cause I just ate the medicine. Woke up late for school just now. Then some more can walk slowly to school. Had maths test, and guess what? The three of us don't have any calculator. So first few questions absolutely can't do. Went to Ang Mo Kio after class as Marq wants to play pool. Off to home after that and went to sleep.



I'm hungry. No food to eat. Will see how la. Haiyo!
Headache headache headache.





Fought with mumsie so decided to go out of the house. But still went to school, late. HAHAHA. Had a talk by the police for the whole class about theft and rioting. Brunch at KFC with the usual guys. Erm, Wydia's last day in school today. So there'll be a new staff replacing her. Abg Min asked Baby to work there since Wydia's resigning. But don't know la kan. Just hoping it'll be Baby. HAHHAHA.


And and and I've pierced my lips on the left side. So now have two, one on each side. Only one oiercing on the lips really make me look like a minah. HAHAHA. Maybe more piercing to come.




Really. The left piercing is much much more painful than the right one. I don't know why. Maybe I saw Marq's face that it makes me feel the pain. HAHAHHA. Just joking la Marq.




Maths class test is this coming Thursday. Two more days! But still haven't study. Going to study afterwards, maybe alone or maybe with Marq since Cicak is sooo lazy to study.



It's one of the CHAYAYA INC crew's birthday. Or should I call it BIRD-DAY? Haha.

Muhammad Yunus bin Sakdun
also known as
Muhammad U-nose bin Jerangkung

Happy 20th birthday. May you have the joyest day and excel in making music. Erm, I think your bassoon got hantu. I'll buy you loads of reeds IF I have the money. =) Anyway, your birthday presents share-share k with me. Hahahaha. You'll always be the MOST CHAYAYA one ok! We love Yun.






And and and,
Happy 19th birthday KID GANYUT! Hahaha. Hope you enjoyed eating with us at the chalet.





Nothing matters for now. I'm just sooo sick. Not love sick or whatsoever shit. SICK OF FIGHTS! I just want him, him and ONLY him for now. PLEASE!







Playing in the rain is just ohhh-sooo-fun, being wet and such. I just want to play again. Please! I just feel good. =)





I miss the CHAYAYA INC. Especially Nul, Ham, Imah, Alya and of course Kak Zuhrah. And and and Hafiz too! He's just soo cute la. =)



Kikin: *pointing to my brother* Sape tuu?
Hadz: Abg Mimi la! Sdare sendiri pon tak knl ke?
HAHAHAHAHA!




It's 6 in the morning but I still couldn't get myself to dream-land. What's the fucking wrong with me? I don't know. Don't ask. Just missing someone since some misunderstanding happened. Yeah, shit happens sometimes. It's not that we asked for it.

Cicakman is sound asleep, peacefully. I wonder what the girl is doing now. Should be getting ready for school. Marq's awake and chatting with him currently. I guess everyone is awake by now, especially those who's starting school today. Those poly and ITE students. Big day for them.

A big question mark suddenly hit my stupid brain.
HOW NUL GOING TO SCHOOL LATER?
With her condition like that, ouh my god! She can't even tie her hair, how she's going to hold a pen during her lectures? Just worried for her. Enough of her problems with the parents. Don't talk about them. They are just sooo chayaya that they didn't give her enough money while they are highly paid. They might think, ouh it's for my daughters' future. But ouh pehhleesh! She needs the money for her specs and laptop for school. It's for her future, mind you!

Enough said.

I guess I'll be getting thinner in 3 days time. I've been eating one meal per day for 4 days straight. Bah~ Need to eat more, seriously. I think I've lost weight. 52kg maybe? But I sooo want 60kg on my body. Please!









I guess this few weeks just not my week. Things not been going on smoothly. Mind feeling disturbed, heart crushed. First it was about the lesbian partner and now about the wonderful boifey. Yeah, about the boifey thingy, I admit I'm the one at wrong. Suddenly flashbacks just hit my mind and I feel fucked up. Started to get annoyed with the whole thing and messaged him some shits without thinking.



Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
Or maybe not.
Just need someone by my side.

My precious lesbian partner.

Having a negative thought towards me, that's what you are now. You said I no longer care for you but in actual fact, I still do like before.

- Despite having a boyfriend, our picture is still the wallpaper of my handphone.

- If you say I have Cicakman and forgets everything about you, you're wrong.

- I called you last week, but you said I didn't.

- Last Friday, I wanted to sleep over at Linda's place. But end up you went to Phunk Bar.

So don't blame everything onto me. But it's up to you on who you want to blame.
Blame me for all I care.
If you're reading this, I won't call you. You call me when you cool yourself down. Just remember this, I love you like I love myself. I don't want anything bad to happen to you. If I didn't call you, you know why.

Just got home from Woodlands Mart. Candle light dinner with Marq. Met the ex-boifey again just now. Was damn frustrated with him actually. He last minute wants to meet me to take songs. It's true in the first place I said ok but when he reached, brother using the laptop and such. Scolding me and cursing me like one big fucking jerk. Then not thankful I gave him the songs. CB!

I dreamt about something. It's like totally freak me out. It's like super real going to happen. Seriously, just worried.

Just got home from 888 Plaza. Had supper with Marq and coincidence, Apek was there too. Yeah, so long didn't meet him. So lepak for awhile, catching up things and Cicakman came down too. =) Basically, he was pissed off with me la. I'm the one who starts it la, I admit. I followed Fir Vintage to his class chalet since I was damn bored at home. Marq and Cak was sick, so yalor. Marvellous time spending there at the chalet. Rempit-ing. Nah, actually not. Haha. I know how to ride bike already ok, with gear and all. =)

First, tried on Fir's bike. Then his friend's, KR. Syiok-ness to the max online la babehh.

My wonderful boifey didn't answer any of my calls since I left house la.

I'm sorry la sayang.


Ouh, met the ex-boifey at Admiralty in the afternoon as he wants to take songs from my laptop for his PSP. But sadly, I don't have the USB cable and Cicakman's MMC reader couldn't read the MMC. So, maybe Thursday or Friday meeting him again.


Thanks hunn for accompanying me. =)
And Yanti and boifey, thanks for the laughters at Mac.
Hahahha.



Testdrive Fir's bike at Marq's carpark. One BIG round. No, two BIG rounds. =)

I nak testdrive Apek's bike, but he tak kasi! Hmmph!
Bah~
Please, I want testdrive again.

It's like finally holiday for us on Friday. Good Friday and hell yeah it was superb. Sentosa-ing with the BMC peepings; Aanis, Selina, As, Herman and gf, Herman's sis and bf, Cicakman, Alia and bf, Yanti and bf.

And and and Herman's sis is my primary school friend. Cool! What a small world. Fengshan-ians~

Sentosa-ing=
- I learn how to skim. =)
- I'm dark now! =(
- I simply had fun and I want more!

Here's a video for you to enjoy. =)

Simply syiok-ness. And and and Selina almost drown, but thanks to the lifeguard who saved her.



Lepak-ing at the usual place, the fucking place. Its just a name we gave to it due to some reasons. Those who know, just shut up! Haha. Guitar-ing, smoking, talking, laughing, the usual stuffs we do. Marq hurried home as he last minute going MOS. So yeah, now I'm home to update this freaking blog.

Abang being such a retard in the morning. Woke me up twice for stupid reasons. First, he asked for the cordless phone whereas the phone is not with me. But he still search it inside my room, on the bed. Second, he opened the door and shout to me while I was sleeping. "Adek!", I woke up in shock. Looked at him with an annoying face and he said "bye". Idiotic freak, but still I love him to the max. Bah~


Ok shoooo.... Talking to my hunny kibawa.




Had maths just now in the afternoon. Brunch at the foodcourt during our 15 minutes break but we took more than 30 minutes instead. Went to Civic as me and Marq wants to pay for the examination fees. Shop-ed at XCRAFT for my leg's accessories. End up buying five friendship bands. Cicakman bought piercing needle, so now we can pierce our lips. Hooray! Ouh ya, I had my sex from Gelare. Chocolate mint fudge. Yummy!

Yesterday went to Johor with Fir Vintage and friends. I also don't know why we call him Fir Vintage la, don't ask. He was sesat when he wants to pick me up. Cacat! He said that Cicakman is sooo cool that he lets his girlfriend ride on another guy's bike. Haha. Fir sent me back to Cicakman's place and I tried to ride on his bike!
YEYNESS!

~Can someone pinjam me your bike and let me testdrive please?
=)





He's just being so retard that I love him sooo much. Kambing retard is what I call him. Just like Nadd. The only difference is that, Cicakman looks like a kambing retard but Nadd sounds like a kambing retard. =)




Currently at the wonderful boifey's place. Was awaken from our beauty sleep by Mr Marq. Webcam-ing with the chayaya Hamtaro now. Hunny playing his Warriors game on his PS2. Ham thought Marq was a malay guy. WHATTHEFUCK!

School was ok la. Went to Causeway Point and Civic Centre just to deposit my cheque and look for accessories for my leg. It looked naked right now withput anything on it. Yesterday accompanied hunny to cut cut his hair then met Marq to eat at 888 Plaza. I had my sex, bought it from 7-11 the store and more.





Marq, stop copy paste the tags. LMAO. You sound like a parrot now.
Marq is getting oh-soo-fat. Or should I say CHUBBY? hahahha. Really!














Yesterday was quite a boring day indeed. Met Marq at Woodlands Interchange as meeting Cicakman at Marine Parade. I didn't know that U-nose was at Parkway too. So meet up and made our way to Bedok to meet Ira. Headed to Old Japanese School, but Marq didn't tag along as he went to Holland V to meet his friends. Nothing happened that night eventhough only the four of us who went in. Maybe it was too early for the ghost to come out. Proceeded to Chai Chee as there's no more bus to go home. So went to my aunt's place to eat. Took cabby home. Reached home, cannot sleep. U-nose was reading don't know what book. Me, as usual la kan, talk to my dearest hunny. =)


APRIL FOOL'S DAY.

Cicakman replied to Naz's message. Retard!
"goodnite syg. muuackz!"
Eeeeww! That was just disgusting. Luckily it's not Syamil who messaged me. If not, MATI! Yeah, Ira and Cicakman called me 'Ovaltine' since people call Syamil 'Milo'. Retard!